Alot of people in particuler catholics say that committing suicide is a ticket to hell. Ive thought about and contemplated this question many times and I don't believe it is. god is forgiveness and love therefore he wouldn't send you to hell for doing that. i believe it saddens providence to see a person kill themselves but does it anger him no it dosnt. God is love he dosnt punish but rather mourns for those who choose to end it all.