Any posters on here suffer from Bipolar disorder? I won't elaorate as I don't want to splurge my personal life online but it's always good to chat.
Also just a quick one - I find that when I am in a great mood (not ever good, it's up or down. Euphoria or hard-up depression) I cannot remember what I did in my other mood.
For example I am in a shit mood now. Drinking like a motherfucker which I know doesn't help - but all I can remember today is my lecture. Yesterday is a blur and I genuinely don't know what I did. The same can be said when I am in a euphoric mood - I have no recollection what I do when I am down. One night I was found sitting on the edge of a motorway bridge and with a black eye/split lip so I was told by my housemates and the person who found me. This bridge in question is a good 3 miles from my house, too. I don't recall it though, just sitting in my room with a coat, trousers, shirt and shoes on. Scares me at times. Anyone else get what I mean? If my mood shoots up tomorrow (seeing Family, so maybe) then I will read back this post and have no recollection of typing it. Honest to the imaginary man in the sky.