Since there isn't a Better Dying Through Chemistry forum, I'm posting this here. That and the fact I really need serious, informed information from people here who probably know about this stuff. I'm not definately going to do it, but of the suicide methods in my arsenal (the others being gunshot and CO poisoning) I'd like this one as an option available should I choose to use it without having to worry at the last minute how to actually do it.
The way I see it, most overdoses fail because:
a) the user throws up before the drugs have had a chance to do their thing
b) uses weak, over-the-counter meds
c) doesn't take enough
I'm currently on, and have in my possession the following:
20g lamotrigine (S3)
260mg escitalopram (S5)
11g quetiapine (S5)
30mg zopiclone (S5)
7.5mg alprazolam (S5)
Of the one's that I don't have much left of, I have repeat prescriptions so getting more isn't an issue. Please tell me what would be the best way to go about this and leave the philosophy for either another forum or should I bring it up.
Edit: fuck the forum disclaimer and don't close the thread. As I said, I'm not necessarily going to do it. I haven't just come to the forum to post this, I've been on Totse for ages and this is an informed decision. Thanks.
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Also prior to you comiting suicide could you please send me the remainder of your meds.
Thanks.
WHat gangster you should just cap his ass with your 9 while your all cracked out.
faggot
Take 2 or 3 times the dose of sleeping pills about an hour or two before you plan to do it. During those couple of hours, prep a couple of the shots of H. You can get syringes at pharmacies and stuff like that, but theyre pretty small- which is why I think yuou'd need at least 2 or 3. Generally, you're not supposed to shoot pills because the binders can get in your bloodstream, but if one is trying to off themselves, that doesnt matter much- lol. Crush up at least 3 or 4 pills worth to prep with each shot. Assuming youre going with valium, that comes in 10mg pills, lets say 30-40mg in each shot. Ativan would be like 6-10mg. Mix about .6 of dope in each syringe, with the minimum amount of water youll need to dissolve it. Note that that strong a shot will probably make you really nauseous, so maybe smoking some weed would help with that.
After about an hour of taking the pills, I would take one of the shots and shoot that into the muscle right below my shoulder. My reasoning for this is that the shots are so strong, that you'll probably only be able to IV one before you pass out. At this point id break out the good scotch, pour a big glass, pop a few more valiums and start sipping on that. If youre good at IVing, you could probably shoot the last two very quickly, but if youre not a pro, maybe IM the second one too, and then (try to) IV the last. There are good veins in the crook of your elbow, your feet, your hands, etc.
Before you IV the last shot, you should take another small dose of Ambien to help depress respiration. After you IV the shot, you can sit down and put on some music...just wait it out. I think thisd be a pretty peaceful way to go, if you can get over the nausea. There are probably some pills you can take for the nausea too. Even if medics showed up at that point, they could reverse some of the opiate OD, but the benzos and sleeping pills would already have knocked you out, and everything would pretty much be in your bloodstream already...nothing to pump out of your stomach.
I figure if you do everything right and have no opiate tolerance, its 100% effective, and you wouldnt feel any pain. Youd just be kinda nauseous for maybe 20 minutes and then fall asleep, and youd stop breathing shortly after that. Probably be dead within the hour after your last shot.
3-4 1 unit (100cc) syringes - any gauge I guess
200mg valium
2 grams or so of decent heroin
alcohol
ambien
I mean a more surefire way would be to just shoot yourself, but you probably dont have access to a gun. And personally, no matter how badly ive wanted to, something has always just stopped me from pulling the trigger. Hopefully this helps you somehow. If you decide to go thru with it, feel free to PM me whenever.
E: Just re-read your post. Yeah you could substitute the xanax for the valium. You were planning on just taking a bunch of the pills youre already prescribed to try to OD? Youd kind of have to look into the side effects of those. Though theyd probably kill you in the end, the manner in which theyd do so would likely be pretty.....un-fun. There are people who try to commit suicide all the timee by taking massive amounts of aspirin or ibuprofen, tylenol...thinking that the stuff they take every day would put them down easy. Well no- massive organ failure while youre still relatively concious is probably not fun at all. At least opiates put you out quickly and you sleep through your body's shut-down phase. If youre going to OD, it should bee with opiates. Or, if youre a real crazy asshole, you can do the opposite and OD on stimulants/ amphetamine and wait for your heart to literally explode....not the way id go about it personally, though.
Anyway- good luck man.
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And you know the location of the OP, as in many countries in the world suicide is legal?
Or are you just spouting shite again?
I'm disappointed &T.
So I'll say it. Huff raid :hai:
or this
:thumbsup:
True.
However, I believe everyone should have the right to take their own life if they want to; people I have very much admired have done so, and I've also seen ill family members waste away and have at times thought that it would have been better for them that way...
When considering something like this it's important to realize that putting it off one more day is always a good idea; after all it can be done just as well tomorrow, and there may well be things you want to accomplish before you high-five the reaper.
We only have one life; try your very best to live it out to it's greatest potential.
definitely. :facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm:
When you're suicidal, spelling is one of the first things to go.
qft
But really suicide isnt cool. Even if it feels right think about how you would ruin the lives of the people you love and who love you. That thought alone has stopped me a few times. Atleast wait untill theyre dead.
Maybe OP is just lonely and a virgin.
Sarah, go cheer him up..
With your vagina.
I hope so...then i hope he smart enough to link his parents read this forum
and they can see me saying
How much Dark Kumzer redux was a faggot and this world is better off without him!
saying " nigga you know im worth at least $40"
lol owned her again! fucking burned you!
Eh... that was me. Either someone else did the exact same thing or I forgot that I posted the story here (early last year).
^^ha Fag. Dont be silly
For whatever reasons, I only have access to those. It just comes down to: can those be used, and if so, what's the best way to go about it. If I had access to any item or substance known to man I wouldn't even need to have made the thread.
atleast then you would have an amazing experience before you went
Also zopiclone doesnt work for suicide. i gave it real good try and it just ended up sending me into a weird erotic haze which made me send super seedy dick pix to the girl that made me try it in the first place. shit was weird
Don't do this. You would be wasting your meds. Ideally you would want to catch yourself when your tolerance is at its lowest. Increasing your dosage up until the day you want to od is a terrible idea and a good way for you to fuck up and still be alive.
You cannot fuck the research up, it will be obvious as to which one you should choose.
As a sane man however, I will tell you that if I wanted the outcome you seem to desire, the only way to garantee it would be the long drop. The time between taking a pill and the soul / physical body velcro coming apart would be a lot longer than if you used a bit of rope and the right edge to step off.
Here is a long drop table for you. KG is your weight, CM is the distance you would have to vertically travel before the rope became taught.
kg cm
89 165
86 168
82.75 173
79.5 180
76.25 185
73.25 193
70 198
66.75 203
63.75 215
60.5 226
57.25 231
54 236
51 244
Pro Tip - stretch the rope otherwise you might just bounce around. I absolutly 100% garantee this will kill you in an instant if you pre-stretch the rope and use the correct drop for your weight.
200kg on 3m of rope, leave it overnight, will be enough to pre-strech it. Enough vids on youtube to show how to tie a hangmans knot (ensure the knot is placed to the left, pref near the jaw, for the easiest neck snap) and a good knot for fixing the other end.
God speed sir, god speed.
Yo! you still alive ????:eek:
Go to hell !:mad:
Amen
How does wanting to die make me a pussy? You know nothing about me or my reasons. Living is easy; overcoming the fear of death and actually dying is the hard part. People ask, why kill yourself? I say, why not? We'll all die anyway and it's not like we go on to something else or retain our memories of life. The logic is the same.
ever seen the wire
Nope. Nor do I particularly care.
Living is hard as fuck. obviosuly if you cant stand it anymore then you must see dying as an easier alternative to living. looking around the room im in i can see atleast a couple ways to kill myself if i wanted to. i doubt you will follow through
Escaping from life with such way , it is a disgrace for your own self and mother Earth, such persons should get punished by thrown inside a volcano , active one and broadcasting their death globally by the media as an example for everybody else that wants to die with such faggotry excuses.:)
ps
It's the only time that Jesus condones the Hellish activity
Bless you hellish.:)
STFU faggot !:mad:
&
go and have a shower as well.:D
@stinky / smelly / tuna / bisexual / cunt !
It can be yeah. But what's really pathetic is not having the resolve or balls to throw in the towel.
Because Jesus loves you all:D, let me help you with a nice song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7gV3g9LCvPc&feature=related
whiskey lullaby
Faggot !