Help me overdose (or at least advise)

edited May 2011 in Man Cave
Since there isn't a Better Dying Through Chemistry forum, I'm posting this here. That and the fact I really need serious, informed information from people here who probably know about this stuff. I'm not definately going to do it, but of the suicide methods in my arsenal (the others being gunshot and CO poisoning) I'd like this one as an option available should I choose to use it without having to worry at the last minute how to actually do it.

The way I see it, most overdoses fail because:
a) the user throws up before the drugs have had a chance to do their thing
b) uses weak, over-the-counter meds
c) doesn't take enough

I'm currently on, and have in my possession the following:
20g lamotrigine (S3)
260mg escitalopram (S5)
11g quetiapine (S5)
30mg zopiclone (S5)
7.5mg alprazolam (S5)

Of the one's that I don't have much left of, I have repeat prescriptions so getting more isn't an issue. Please tell me what would be the best way to go about this and leave the philosophy for either another forum or should I bring it up.

Edit: fuck the forum disclaimer and don't close the thread. As I said, I'm not necessarily going to do it. I haven't just come to the forum to post this, I've been on Totse for ages and this is an informed decision. Thanks.

Comments

  • edited May 2011
    What you want to do is find either Opiates or Barbiturates (high dose), then take that in conjunction with Liquor and that Xanax you have there.
  • PsychoDelicPsychoDelic Regular
    edited May 2011
    You could probably manage it with a fuck load of xanax and liquor. If you don't want to mess it up though, I wouldn't risk it. So yes, mix it with an opiate, barbiturate or another benzo.
    Also prior to you comiting suicide could you please send me the remainder of your meds.
    Thanks.
  • JestAJestA Regular
    edited May 2011
    What iv learned from expirience (not my own) is to take all your meds increasingly over a week long period or more depending how many meds you have at the point of this option. it will eventually put you to sleep and you will die in your sleep. its better than taking a bunch of pills at once because they cant pump your stomach if it has already absorbed. Also you dont puke um back up. well now that i think of it you could just drink yourself to death. Puke up while passed out and drown peacefully drunk and K.O'd.
  • JestAJestA Regular
    edited May 2011
    Note to OP : This thread is being put wrong, you can't ask for advice with such way.

    Note to Admin / Mods of section / Glob Mods : You are highly advised to ask the OP to edit his thread.

    WHat gangster you should just cap his ass with your 9 while your all cracked out.
  • DaktologistDaktologist Global Moderator
    edited May 2011
    Note to OP : This thread is being put wrong, you can't ask for advice with such way.

    Note to Admin / Mods of section / Glob Mods : You are highly advised to ask the OP to edit his thread.

    faggot
  • CASPERCASPER Acolyte
    edited May 2011
    Theoretically, if you have no opiate tolerance, you should buy a couple grams of heroin (any grade would probably do the trick), benzos (Ativan, xanax, valium), some kind of sleep aid (Ambien). If you can get a fentanyl patch, that should help too.

    Take 2 or 3 times the dose of sleeping pills about an hour or two before you plan to do it. During those couple of hours, prep a couple of the shots of H. You can get syringes at pharmacies and stuff like that, but theyre pretty small- which is why I think yuou'd need at least 2 or 3. Generally, you're not supposed to shoot pills because the binders can get in your bloodstream, but if one is trying to off themselves, that doesnt matter much- lol. Crush up at least 3 or 4 pills worth to prep with each shot. Assuming youre going with valium, that comes in 10mg pills, lets say 30-40mg in each shot. Ativan would be like 6-10mg. Mix about .6 of dope in each syringe, with the minimum amount of water youll need to dissolve it. Note that that strong a shot will probably make you really nauseous, so maybe smoking some weed would help with that.

    After about an hour of taking the pills, I would take one of the shots and shoot that into the muscle right below my shoulder. My reasoning for this is that the shots are so strong, that you'll probably only be able to IV one before you pass out. At this point id break out the good scotch, pour a big glass, pop a few more valiums and start sipping on that. If youre good at IVing, you could probably shoot the last two very quickly, but if youre not a pro, maybe IM the second one too, and then (try to) IV the last. There are good veins in the crook of your elbow, your feet, your hands, etc.

    Before you IV the last shot, you should take another small dose of Ambien to help depress respiration. After you IV the shot, you can sit down and put on some music...just wait it out. I think thisd be a pretty peaceful way to go, if you can get over the nausea. There are probably some pills you can take for the nausea too. Even if medics showed up at that point, they could reverse some of the opiate OD, but the benzos and sleeping pills would already have knocked you out, and everything would pretty much be in your bloodstream already...nothing to pump out of your stomach.

    I figure if you do everything right and have no opiate tolerance, its 100% effective, and you wouldnt feel any pain. Youd just be kinda nauseous for maybe 20 minutes and then fall asleep, and youd stop breathing shortly after that. Probably be dead within the hour after your last shot.

    3-4 1 unit (100cc) syringes - any gauge I guess
    200mg valium
    2 grams or so of decent heroin
    alcohol
    ambien

    I mean a more surefire way would be to just shoot yourself, but you probably dont have access to a gun. And personally, no matter how badly ive wanted to, something has always just stopped me from pulling the trigger. Hopefully this helps you somehow. If you decide to go thru with it, feel free to PM me whenever.

    E: Just re-read your post. Yeah you could substitute the xanax for the valium. You were planning on just taking a bunch of the pills youre already prescribed to try to OD? Youd kind of have to look into the side effects of those. Though theyd probably kill you in the end, the manner in which theyd do so would likely be pretty.....un-fun. There are people who try to commit suicide all the timee by taking massive amounts of aspirin or ibuprofen, tylenol...thinking that the stuff they take every day would put them down easy. Well no- massive organ failure while youre still relatively concious is probably not fun at all. At least opiates put you out quickly and you sleep through your body's shut-down phase. If youre going to OD, it should bee with opiates. Or, if youre a real crazy asshole, you can do the opposite and OD on stimulants/ amphetamine and wait for your heart to literally explode....not the way id go about it personally, though.

    Anyway- good luck man.

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  • orochiorochi New Arrival
    edited May 2011
    I advise you not to kill yourself.
  • jamie madroxjamie madrox Sith Lord
    edited May 2011
    this is a bad idea
  • Gary OakGary Oak Regular
    edited May 2011
    There was a member way back when who ended up getting caught, but had a pretty good idea. I think he just brought a charcoal oven into his room and blocked up all the windows and shit and lit the grill. I think that would work well if you lived alone. I think the only reason it didn't work is because his parents were home. Also, if your going to kill yourself, do it in the name of totse. (aka Murder/Suicide.)
  • dr rockerdr rocker Regular
    edited May 2011
    cause for the time being is admitting to a crime against himself which is planning to do.:)

    And you know the location of the OP, as in many countries in the world suicide is legal?

    Or are you just spouting shite again?
  • MordFustangMordFustang Regular
    edited May 2011
    Wow all these posts and not a single "huff raid."

    I'm disappointed &T.

    So I'll say it. Huff raid :hai:

    or this
    zxl7r7.jpg:thumbsup:
  • buddhabuddha Regular
    edited May 2011
    He's going to suicide because everyone called him a faggot in his "I am a faggot, don't I look like Dfg" thread. LULZ
  • Sarahlov3lySarahlov3ly Regular
    edited May 2011
    Some days suck but tomorrow will be better. Chin up you dont need to do this.
  • Gary OakGary Oak Regular
    edited May 2011
    Some days suck but tomorrow will be better. Chin up you dont need to do this.
    ^^^ This is Bad Ideas.
  • edited May 2011
    Some days suck but tomorrow will be better. Chin up you dont need to do this.

    True.

    However, I believe everyone should have the right to take their own life if they want to; people I have very much admired have done so, and I've also seen ill family members waste away and have at times thought that it would have been better for them that way...

    When considering something like this it's important to realize that putting it off one more day is always a good idea; after all it can be done just as well tomorrow, and there may well be things you want to accomplish before you high-five the reaper.

    We only have one life; try your very best to live it out to it's greatest potential.
  • fanglekaifanglekai Regular
    edited May 2011
    Since there isn't a Better Dying Through Chemistry forum, I'm posting this here. That and the fact I really need serious, informed information from people here who probably know about this stuff. I'm not definately going to do it

    definitely. :facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm:
  • MayberryMayberry Regular
    edited May 2011
    fanglekai wrote: »
    definitely. :facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm::facepalm:

    When you're suicidal, spelling is one of the first things to go.
  • Sarahlov3lySarahlov3ly Regular
    edited May 2011
    True.

    However, I believe everyone should have the right to take their own life if they want to; people I have very much admired have done so, and I've also seen ill family members waste away and have at times thought that it would have been better for them that way...

    When considering something like this it's important to realize that putting it off one more day is always a good idea; after all it can be done just as well tomorrow, and there may well be things you want to accomplish before you high-five the reaper.

    We only have one life; try your very best to live it out to it's greatest potential.
    He does have the right to kill himself. I am just letting him know that this is not the best option for him. You fuckers can be mean on the internet but what others say shouldnt upset anyone to the point of killing themselves. Times do get hard, events happen, families may even be torn but you surround yourself with positive people and you try and make the best of things. Life does go on and things do get better in time. We've all had low moments in life, some may even have had super low times but truthfully its the people you surround yourself with that either help bring you back up or they will keep you down until the point where you end it. I had a pretty low time awhile back but having that one text message sent to me I like to think it saved my life.
  • edited May 2011
    He does have the right to kill himself. I am just letting him know that this is not the best option for him. You fuckers can be mean on the internet but what others say shouldnt upset anyone to the point of killing themselves. Times do get hard, events happen, families may even be torn but you surround yourself with positive people and you try and make the best of things. Life does go on and things do get better in time. We've all had low moments in life, some may even have had super low times but truthfully its the people you surround yourself with that either help bring you back up or they will keep you down until the point where you end it. I had a pretty low time awhile back but having that one text message sent to me I like to think it saved my life.

    qft
  • smellytittybiscuitsmellytittybiscuit New Arrival
    edited May 2011
    If you are going to suicide dont use pills do something more epic. Start a car chase, go on a massive bender. If your sure you wanna die then go out in style. There was a guy on the old &T that was planning to tie a rope around his waist attach the other end to a motorway bridge, tie some razor wire around his neck that was shorter than the rope attach the other end to the same bridge then glue his hands to his head so when he jumped he would decapitate himself and end up holding his head in his hands hanging from a bridge.

    But really suicide isnt cool. Even if it feels right think about how you would ruin the lives of the people you love and who love you. That thought alone has stopped me a few times. Atleast wait untill theyre dead.
  • PacoPaco me administrator
    edited May 2011
    Some days suck but tomorrow will be better. Chin up you dont need to do this.

    Maybe OP is just lonely and a virgin.

    Sarah, go cheer him up..

    With your vagina.
  • BigHarryDickBigHarryDick Cock Bite
    edited May 2011
    god damnit did he do it?


    I hope so...then i hope he smart enough to link his parents read this forum

    and they can see me saying

    How much Dark Kumzer redux was a faggot and this world is better off without him!
  • jewnosejewnose Regular
    edited May 2011
    Paco wrote: »
    Maybe OP is just lonely and a virgin.

    Sarah, go cheer him up..

    With your vagina.
    Then cheer the rest of us up with some vagina.
  • BigHarryDickBigHarryDick Cock Bite
    edited May 2011
    i tried to offer sarah $20 for a bj and she got upset.

    saying " nigga you know im worth at least $40"

    lol owned her again! fucking burned you!
  • edited May 2011
    We should start a new thread with all of these methods, advising people with quality knowledge as to how to commit suicide properly. Good idea? :D
  • edited May 2011
    Gary Oak wrote: »
    There was a member way back when who ended up getting caught, but had a pretty good idea. I think he just brought a charcoal oven into his room and blocked up all the windows and shit and lit the grill. I think that would work well if you lived alone. I think the only reason it didn't work is because his parents were home. Also, if your going to kill yourself, do it in the name of totse. (aka Murder/Suicide.)

    Eh... that was me. Either someone else did the exact same thing or I forgot that I posted the story here (early last year).
  • Sarahlov3lySarahlov3ly Regular
    edited May 2011
    i tried to offer sarah $20 for a bj and she got upset.

    saying " nigga you know im worth at least $40"

    lol owned her again! fucking burned you!

    ^^ha Fag. Dont be silly
  • edited May 2011
    Thanks for the replies, but I don't really have access to anything other than what I listed. Narcotic drugs and injecting are not options.
  • edited May 2011
    See this is why I wanted the thread in BLTC. It's become a fucking joke here - grats to the mod that did it.
  • edited May 2011
    So back on topic now, and why are you only sticking to the drugs you listed in your first post? Is there absolutely no option to get some different stuff? I think your success rate would probably be much higher with some different drugs instead of limiting yourself.
  • edited May 2011
    trx100 wrote: »
    So back on topic now, and why are you only sticking to the drugs you listed in your first post? Is there absolutely no option to get some different stuff? I think your success rate would probably be much higher with some different drugs instead of limiting yourself.

    For whatever reasons, I only have access to those. It just comes down to: can those be used, and if so, what's the best way to go about it. If I had access to any item or substance known to man I wouldn't even need to have made the thread.
  • smellytittybiscuitsmellytittybiscuit New Arrival
    edited May 2011
    do you not have access to tall buildings?

    atleast then you would have an amazing experience before you went

    Also zopiclone doesnt work for suicide. i gave it real good try and it just ended up sending me into a weird erotic haze which made me send super seedy dick pix to the girl that made me try it in the first place. shit was weird
  • Rumple ForeskinRumple Foreskin Regular
    edited May 2011
    JestA wrote: »
    What iv learned from expirience (not my own) is to take all your meds increasingly over a week long period or more depending how many meds you have at the point of this option

    Don't do this. You would be wasting your meds. Ideally you would want to catch yourself when your tolerance is at its lowest. Increasing your dosage up until the day you want to od is a terrible idea and a good way for you to fuck up and still be alive.
  • GoingNowhereGoingNowhere Global Moderator
    edited May 2011
    Im sure you could find a way to commit suicide via carbon monoxide poisoning. Something like burning charcoal in a confined space. That would be a better idea, or alternatively just jump of a building or high place, Get alcohol poisoning by drinking something like Everclear, etc surely your imagination stretches beyond taking drugs? (oh, and where a totse t-shirt while your at it :P )
  • dr rockerdr rocker Regular
    edited May 2011
    DKR, this is maybe the best answer you will get - wiki your drugs. Of the ones you posted, taking a months worth of one of them with a lil vodka would send you off to a nice sleep, two of them and some vodka would get you their a lot faster.

    You cannot fuck the research up, it will be obvious as to which one you should choose.

    As a sane man however, I will tell you that if I wanted the outcome you seem to desire, the only way to garantee it would be the long drop. The time between taking a pill and the soul / physical body velcro coming apart would be a lot longer than if you used a bit of rope and the right edge to step off.

    Here is a long drop table for you. KG is your weight, CM is the distance you would have to vertically travel before the rope became taught.

    kg cm
    89 165
    86 168
    82.75 173
    79.5 180
    76.25 185
    73.25 193
    70 198
    66.75 203
    63.75 215
    60.5 226
    57.25 231
    54 236
    51 244

    Pro Tip - stretch the rope otherwise you might just bounce around. I absolutly 100% garantee this will kill you in an instant if you pre-stretch the rope and use the correct drop for your weight.

    200kg on 3m of rope, leave it overnight, will be enough to pre-strech it. Enough vids on youtube to show how to tie a hangmans knot (ensure the knot is placed to the left, pref near the jaw, for the easiest neck snap) and a good knot for fixing the other end.

    God speed sir, god speed.
  • edited May 2011
    I'd prefer not to have to hang myself, but I'll keep those tips in mind if I do.
  • semazemsemazem Semo-Regulars
    edited May 2011
    eagerly waiting for new jobs. + rep
  • JesusJesus Acolyte
    edited May 2011
    Since there isn't a Better Dying Through Chemistry forum, I'm posting this here. That and the fact I really need serious, informed information from people here who probably know about this stuff. I'm not definately going to do it, but of the suicide methods in my arsenal (the others being gunshot and CO poisoning) I'd like this one as an option available should I choose to use it without having to worry at the last minute how to actually do it.

    The way I see it, most overdoses fail because:
    a) the user throws up before the drugs have had a chance to do their thing
    b) uses weak, over-the-counter meds
    c) doesn't take enough

    I'm currently on, and have in my possession the following:
    20g lamotrigine (S3)
    260mg escitalopram (S5)
    11g quetiapine (S5)
    30mg zopiclone (S5)
    7.5mg alprazolam (S5)

    Of the one's that I don't have much left of, I have repeat prescriptions so getting more isn't an issue. Please tell me what would be the best way to go about this and leave the philosophy for either another forum or should I bring it up.

    Edit: fuck the forum disclaimer and don't close the thread. As I said, I'm not necessarily going to do it. I haven't just come to the forum to post this, I've been on Totse for ages and this is an informed decision. Thanks.

    Yo! you still alive ????:eek:

    Go to hell !:mad:

    Amen :)
  • edited May 2011
    Why not man up and stop being an emo pussy:facepalm: I can guarantee your life aint that hard faggot.

    How does wanting to die make me a pussy? You know nothing about me or my reasons. Living is easy; overcoming the fear of death and actually dying is the hard part. People ask, why kill yourself? I say, why not? We'll all die anyway and it's not like we go on to something else or retain our memories of life. The logic is the same.
  • smellytittybiscuitsmellytittybiscuit New Arrival
    edited May 2011
    How does wanting to die make me a pussy? You know nothing about me or my reasons. Living is easy; overcoming the fear of death and actually dying is the hard part. People ask, why kill yourself? I say, why not? We'll all die anyway and it's not like we go on to something else or retain our memories of life. The logic is the same.

    ever seen the wire
  • edited May 2011
    ever seen the wire

    Nope. Nor do I particularly care.
  • smellytittybiscuitsmellytittybiscuit New Arrival
    edited May 2011
    Nope. Nor do I particularly care.
    well your clearly an asshole. kill yourself pl0x. stop being a bitch and just jump off a high building. I get the feeling your fishing for sympathy/trolling
  • smellytittybiscuitsmellytittybiscuit New Arrival
    edited May 2011
    How does wanting to die make me a pussy? You know nothing about me or my reasons. Living is easy; overcoming the fear of death and actually dying is the hard part. People ask, why kill yourself? I say, why not? We'll all die anyway and it's not like we go on to something else or retain our memories of life. The logic is the same.

    Living is hard as fuck. obviosuly if you cant stand it anymore then you must see dying as an easier alternative to living. looking around the room im in i can see atleast a couple ways to kill myself if i wanted to. i doubt you will follow through
  • smellytittybiscuitsmellytittybiscuit New Arrival
    edited May 2011
    Im sorry man. Dont kill yourself plz. Seriously, im sorry for all the things i said, i just had to get them off my chest. Its a Jersey thing
  • JesusJesus Acolyte
    edited May 2011
    How does wanting to die make me a pussy? You know nothing about me or my reasons. Living is easy; overcoming the fear of death and actually dying is the hard part. People ask, why kill yourself? I say, why not? We'll all die anyway and it's not like we go on to something else or retain our memories of life. The logic is the same.

    Escaping from life with such way , it is a disgrace for your own self and mother Earth, such persons should get punished by thrown inside a volcano , active one and broadcasting their death globally by the media as an example for everybody else that wants to die with such faggotry excuses.:)

    ps

    It's the only time that Jesus condones the Hellish activity :D

    Bless you hellish.:)
  • JesusJesus Acolyte
    edited May 2011
    Im sorry man. Dont kill yourself plz. Seriously, im sorry for all the things i said, i just had to get them off my chest. Its a Jersey thing

    STFU faggot !:mad:

    &

    go and have a shower as well.:D

    @stinky / smelly / tuna / bisexual / cunt !
  • edited May 2011
    Living is hard as fuck. obviosuly if you cant stand it anymore then you must see dying as an easier alternative to living. looking around the room im in i can see atleast a couple ways to kill myself if i wanted to. i doubt you will follow through

    It can be yeah. But what's really pathetic is not having the resolve or balls to throw in the towel.
  • fanglekaifanglekai Regular
    edited May 2011
    It can be yeah. But what's really pathetic is not having the resolve or balls to throw in the towel.
    boohoo fagot why dont u come here and i'll teach you how to drink whiskey like a man. you're whining like a little fairy bitch. man the fuck up. drink some whiskey. go get laid. :mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:
  • JesusJesus Acolyte
    edited May 2011
    It can be yeah. But what's really pathetic is not having the resolve or balls to throw in the towel.

    Because Jesus loves you all:D, let me help you with a nice song



    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7gV3g9LCvPc&feature=related

    whiskey lullaby

    Faggot !
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