OK so I've taken xanax a few times recreationally. Normally in doses of 2mg + in a day, and I find the next day and sometimes 2 days after, I am a lot calmer and generally feel like a better person. This leads me to believe I should be prescribed to xanax, but I don't have insurance so it'd be expensive (fucking obama care). How much would you reccomend I take daily for anxiety/depression/what ever the fuck I have? Like, whats the normal starting prescribed amount for people? I'm sure someone here is prescribed xanax legally. Also, any tips to avoid addiction and self medication and whatnot would be appreciated.