Alright so I'm a pothead, and have been for over 12 years now. Believe me, it's not something I'm proud of. Throughout the years I've tried various substances and chemicals. I had a brush with cocaine addiction a few years back. Well, recently, like in the last month, I tried heroin. I haven't shot it up or anything, was just doing bumps of it. Well I did it too many days in a row and went in to mild withdrawals which sucked but was bearable. So I don't get like full blown hooked, on Fridays I usually get $40-$60 worth of dope and just keep doing bumps throughout the weekend. Usually by Monday it's all gone, then I don't do any again till Friday. Like only 2 other people know I've done this. I'm worried cuz out of my group of friends, I was the only one to cross the line and "go past weed and psychedelics". So I worry that if I told my friends they would judge me, write me off as a junkie or addict, and stop being friends with me
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We're here to help you get over this bro. Getting addicted to drugs IS NOT GOOD. Save yourself!
Don't worry bro, we're here to talk!
Just wind it down, man. There are different chapters in our lives for a reason. You've begun to write the end of this one.
The train will crash in the end, it always does. Find something else bro, working out, fucking would work and can work. Don't waste yourself.
I know. It will always crash in the end. I'm a smart guy, like I knew going in to the situation it wasn't the best of ideas. Then again, I thought I was the exception to the rule, I wouldn't develop a habit, I wouldn't get hooked, but I did. The worst part is behind me now, just gotta steer clear of the bullshit, thank you guys for hearing me out and offering your advice, it is much appreciated
Welcome to the club, man. Glad you've started to make progress just by realising your situation though.