Do you ever just get blatant bad thoughts? To just kill a bitch? Lately I can't help but look at my surroundings and just get Pissed Off. I cannot pinpoint what makes me so...angry. Just seems like reality is so fucking bizarre I sometimes wonder if I could really just strangle a bitch and this would put all my anger to rest but I keep telling myself I could never do that because I would not want to be the family member(s) on the short end of the stick who get the effect from the cause and effect.
I've debated this sort of thing over and over in my head and I can't help but ask myself if I'm going fucking insane. I always reassure myself that I am not insane but who can be sure?
This sort of thing happens every god damn day. Brief flashes of killing, murder, death, grieving. It's fucking bizarre man. Fucking Bizarre.
I'm not about to go to a therapist and tell him about this sort of thing though because he will just give me a ton of medications. NO WANT.
I thought I would share this with you because I know you people are pretty Fucked Up.