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  • Thanks heaps guys these two posts really put me at ease :) I have no doubt in my mind I'm a bit of a hypochondriac though I think that really stems from me doing fuck all with my life and having WAY too much spare time rather than a mental problem they can't get around like some people have. Even when I worry about my…
  • I suppose the only questions I have left to ask are the ones in the thread that seem to be unanswered 1. Do you guys think I am going crazy at all? Do you think I am the sort of person to go crazy(If you can tell that over a computer)? I've been told I question things far too much and that anxiety is when a person is too…
  • Thanks bro that does help and I am going to quit hopefully completely in 2 weeks from today. Going to try and cut down heaps today as well. And yeah I totally agree man, people who say Marijuana is not addictive are fucking retarded.. sorry but they really are. I've done ecstasy, speed, coke, all sorts of prescription meds…
  • So just as a final clarification(I'll fuck off after this last post I promise :)) from what you guys can tell, I am not crazy nor am I going crazy I just have a extreme marijuana abuse problem that is aggravating my anxiety. Correct? I keep having this shitty feeling that there is no point in quitting marijuana because…
  • Not really considered it no, I believe it would be a very stupid move because it's taking a "quick fix" Sure I could have a awesome spiritual journey and come out of it a better person for the rest of my life, the problems I have instantly solved OR I could have a bad trip and end up losing my mind/locked in a looney bin…
  • Yeah I'm not a big drinker so that's not really a option. I've found when I drink and I'm sad it just makes it worse. That and alcohol just makes me feel uncomfortable for some reason.. Guess I'll just become a health freak once I quit.. that should help in other ways too Also forgot to add before - my family has never had…
  • And what would you define as acceptable insanity from Marijuana? Are you talking about the thing I tried to explain in the first post, where I imagine strange things for no particular reason? If you can possibly explain the "insanity" that is supposed to come along with marijuana to me then I can stop fearing it because I…
  • I'm quite aware that the entire world is insane but I'm worried about going "crazy".. as in losing control over my mind/thoughts, having hallucinations, being delusional about things etc. Just clarifying :D
  • Molotoving everything was my next option But yeah if I actually started to lose my mind from smoking marijuana would it be a gradual process or the sort of thing where I wake up one morning completely bonkers? If it was gradual would I be able to realize there is something wrong happening to me or would I be completely…
  • I think I forgot to put in my other posts that I would never ever willingly take "medication" for my anxiety/depression, for multiple reasons. I have tried medication in the past and all it did was make me feel weird, like I wasn't me.. it was a very scary feeling I did a shit load of ecstasy/random prescription drugs when…
  • Thanks for all the replies guys. After thinking it over and looking at your responses I realize I'm not going crazy but yeah.. the weed does seem to be making my anxiety quite a bit worse and is leading me to worry about things like this (as well as my heart/brain in the past).. But on the other hand it is the ONLY sure…
  • New Live action trailer out, watch it when your high if you can and in HD, it makes it ten times better (Not that it isn't already fucking awesome) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_IMTK7yuoq0
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  • Sorry guys, I only play Halo :o *Waits to have shit kicked out of him*
  • Got pissed as the other night on something other than beer and was fine. Guess beer just doesn't agree with me anymore, so I'm gunna start drinking rum n coke.
  • What the fuck is wrong with you? Eat a dick, cunt.
  • I think it must be social anxiety. I had that pretty hardcore a few months ago, though I am completely over it now (Couldn't talk to people and look them in the eye too much, would be generally nervous). Had that for a few years, it's completely gone now though. Guess the part attached to drinking could still be there? Now…
  • Man Vs Wild is one of the best things to ever be on television. Go watch it, now!
  • Bear Grylls > Les No name fuckwit Bear Grylls is showing you HOW to survive and his show is 500x more interesting than survivorman could ever be. He does all sorts of physical feats in his show that Les wouldn't ever fucking attempt. As someone else said, Les just sits in one spot and waits, for fucks sake, I could do…
  • 100% not Chron's disease. I have none of those symptoms besides throwing up, n even then that's only when I drink. We really need a Physical illness forum in my opinion.
  • I used to drink TED, it's fucking shit. Gives you the worse headaches ever, has more preservatives than.. something with a whole lot of fucking preservatives!
  • As I said, it isn't like this is my first time drinking piss - I drank 5x the amount what I did now when I was like 14-16 and I don't remember throwing up unless I got REALLY fucked up (Which was common..) But yeah I saw the doctor today about some unrelated shit (Getting checked for STDs and HIV, I slept with a dirty…
  • I was expecting to see one of the 3D Click-And-Drag videos like the Haiti earthquake one.. I see no 3D?
  • It is a SIN to play Mass Effect 2 without playing the first one and completely understanding the story. It also sucks that PS3 players won't be able to transfer their characters and choices.
  • I'm 90% sure the Australian army is distributing the aid we are giving to Pakistan, not the Pakistani government. I may be wrong though. Also, you can't really blame the rest of the world for giving the aid to the Pakistani government to distribute, it's just common place and is USUALLY how things are done, unless they…
  • Wow, fight the system Hammer tank. First they take away our rights to give the finger to our neighbours. Next they take our women and children in the dead of night!
  • ^ This is all that needs to be said on the matter.
  • ^^^Nearing the final blow! Why are my images so small :( And another cool picture I found while browsing for harpoon pix..
  • The totse.info community is miles ahead of anything zoklet.net ever had to offer and ever will. Quality over quantity. That's not to say we are small - We are already bigger than every other website that branched off from totse, second only to Zoklet.net in size. But once again - Quality over quantity.
  • It's the caffeinated ones that are bad, Lemonade n such are just fine for you if you don't over do it man. Drink max 3 a week and nothing will ever happen to you.. just treat yourself. Caffeine is the only really bad thing in soft drinks. This. The come down when you get high from energy drinks is worse than that of…
  • ^ The only person who doesn't like Halo is someone who hasn't given it a real chance. :P Just to confirm, I absolutely fucking despised it until recently. Now I love it, best series evar.
  • LOL poor guy. Must feel so unsatisfied.
  • Uh I know for a fact my country, Australia, has donated $10 million in aid to Pakistan today and it was in the form of food, temporary shelters, clothing, all the basic survival needs, I saw it being loaded onto a plane on the news myself. It's 10 mil in "Assistance packages" and "Emergency humanitarian relief" Is…
  • Yeah only certain weapons use hit scan.. oh and I'm pretty sure that in multiplayer, it is a completely new thing, no other console shooter that I know of has ever used it in multiplayer. It's supposed to make the fights much cleaner and fairer and not as dependent on connection. It also makes complete sense that the…
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9N1Yo0hjXh8 Can't believe I left out the best video/best feature of Reach. Forge 2.0 is going to revolutionize console gaming like never before, it's absolutely amazing the things that can be done with it, n Forge world just by itself is so fucking over the top it's amazing. It's bloody HUGE!
  • Fucking epic. Showing that to my mates.
  • Hmm.. what wins out.. my love for life and preserving it, protecting it or getting &T publicity.. .....publicity lol
  • I know you were joking, but just for confirmation, that IS the real brandon. He proved it to me :o Brandon you are such a intelligent, loving, kind individual. Oh how sad my life would have been without you to cheer it up the last 12 months or so. You've offered me life saving advice so many times over, like the time there…
  • Laptops > Computers. So much better in every single way. It's a completely portable computer. With the insane battery lives they have these days and the plug in USB connect-anywhere-anytime internet things they have, you can be out in the middle of the fucking desert and still post on totse as long as you have your…
  • I know and I realize how incredibly silly and illogical I am being, but that doesn't help the way I feel when I get worked up about these things, I suppose I should really talk to somebody about it because theres no need for me to get so stressed every time there is a health scare. I can be careful, paranoid and healthy…
  • See a psychologist or some shit bro(Not a psychiatrist, a psychologist.. huge fucking difference) You show the classic traits of a rapist and a serial killer. You don't want to be either, for the world's sake and for your own. These thoughts are not your own, They are a illness, one that can be fixed, without medication.…
  • Yeah Minecraft ain't all that new, I remember playing it on Zoklet quite recently.. Shit is pretty epic though :D And I have no idea why the guy on the front page says he has to add multiplayer as I 100% remember playing with other people on the Zoklet server.
  • Buy a xbox 360. That shit has kept me entertained for fucking years.. love it. But I will admit video games aren't for everyone. That and exercise.. Meditation.. girlfriends.. etc
  • Oh okay. Yeah I'm not a hypochondriac, that is somebody who always thinks they have illnesses they don't, always think they are sick for no reason etc.. I just get VERY worried about major health scares, the ones they announce on the news and shit.. It's just something so deep in my brain that screams "SURVIVE" to me.. and…
  • Limit 115? Sorry what do you mean by that? I'm tired so sorry if I'm misunderstanding something.. Man I'm hella stressing out about this shit. I don't know why I stress about health problems so much but jeez.. so much stress from it.
  • That really cheered me up. lol.
  • Vote for Labor in the upcoming election (If you are old enough) and we will get faster internet. 1GB Per second faster, homie. If the Liberals win though, we go back to the digital dark ages and our net will be slower than it is now.. fucking cunts
  • Wow, some ignorant fools in this thread that's for sure. All the ignorant sweeping generalizations are amazing. Stop putting people in big groups and labeling them all the same, it's rather immature.. I thought this forum harbored more intelligent people, you guys disappoint me.
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