No questions, just experiences. You know that listed effect under "positive" for many psyches as "life changing spiritual experience"? Well sometimes it's unwanted. Trips can bring out many underlying thought patterns that you might be repressing or not dealing with, so be prepared to face these. Unwanted spiritual life…
There has been a lot of E activity in this area lately. I try to roll once or twice a month, but I'm still unsure about how I feel with it. Never know what you're going to get, so I lightly dose bombs. I'll chew a half and swallow the other half later or pop one, pop another later etc. Now, molly is something I really wish…
So aside from a few minor psychological side effects this drug has no negative long term effects? Compared to cigarette smoking, the cardiotoxicity probably amounts to minuscule proportions.
the wiser method lies in my question. Certainly there is no problem with modding users who are good contributors, if anything it would succeed in a higher gain of contribution from those/all users. Even switching mods in and out/around is a fun and creative way to staff the forum, but what I am suggesting is that people…
Anti social or not, it doesn't really concern me. I'm trying to get over my fear of people either way. Fear is a large issue for me, its crippling. I don't even post everything I really feel or want to say because of fear.
I feel that if I keep along this path I too will lose my social abilities, what are left of them anyway. Guess it doesn't matter if I'm trying to go down the monk path.
Right so even these fantastic things we consider real, most don't, but to have an understanding of that and to apply that as you would anything else... what is the issue? Some people just take everything to their heads. Edit - I don't believe in faeries :P
I don't hold myself very high. I'm interesting, quiet and intelligent. I may seem like I don't have a sense of humor but I like to drop very subtle jokes. I'm friendly, open minded and lazy. I don't really judge anything or anyone, I don't care enough to. I'm lonely as hell and quite depressed, to the point where I will…
Its not all people think its cut out to be. Its a position where you are more than likely to get bitched at for doing your job and you don't get paid. Oh boy, how fun.
Sure, I don't see why not. Forcing yourself to change is really just speeding up an inevitable process by remaining focused. I like the for instance (laughter) because it represents a very true fact. You know those times in life where everyone around you becomes an enemy? Your fear is a counter-motive for something deeper,…
It seems to all come down to the basics. Survival instincts instill fear, but we blow them out of proportion. For instance the spider example. Our survival traits and senses will let us know that harm or perceived harm is near but we make a mountain out of a molehill saying "kill it kill it!" when in reality the baby…
Conflict of grounded position... meaning, you are holding onto something when you are afraid. What you are holding on to could actually be that fear. Its an illusion, not real, it doesn't matter. Lo and behold you fight the fear you fight for yourself. Or, instead of fighting it try the harder route, love your fear.
So then don't think that way. Start by educating yourself on the history of religion. You can read up on Hinduism, Buddhism, Greek religions, etc. Accustom yourself to different customs and find your place. All in all, you are where exactly where you chose to be here and now. You can go in the route of what most would call…