I now smoke more weed in my mind than in real life.
I'll be at work all stressed out, and I'm like "oh shit yea i'm gonna blaze when i get home". I get this euphoric feeling just thinking about it. Then I get home and the wife and two kids all miss me and I miss them and we do family shit. Then I go to bed without smoking.
When I wake up in the morning I'm like "shit i forgot to smoke, i'll do it tonight." It's now to the point where I'm only actually blazing 1-2 times a week, but I think about it most every day.
WHAT IN THE LIVING HELL IS GOING ON?
(BTW - YES I'm legal here in CA)