I now smoke more weed in my mind than in real life.
I'll be at work all stressed out, and I'm like "oh shit yea i'm gonna blaze when i get home". I get this euphoric feeling just thinking about it. Then I get home and the wife and two kids all miss me and I miss them and we do family shit. Then I go to bed without smoking.
When I wake up in the morning I'm like "shit i forgot to smoke, i'll do it tonight." It's now to the point where I'm only actually blazing 1-2 times a week, but I think about it most every day.
WHAT IN THE LIVING HELL IS GOING ON?
(BTW - YES I'm legal here in CA)
quit making excuses, quitter.
Both of these ^^^
Or just become a weekend warrior.
Tell me about it, jewnose. A whopping ~220 posts. *yawn*
Care to join me next time???
Look at it in a good way, your turning to a new chapter in your life. It might be scary, you may be tempted to try and go back to the "good old days", but I would suggest that you don't.
All good things come to an end sooner or later, better to end it on a high (pun intended).
This is why I only smoke a couple of times a month now. When I get too agressive and stressed, sometimes you need a dose of the other spectrum.
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