It's good news that you are no longer dependant, and that you have returned to post.
It was getting to the point where the benzos were negatively effecting me and that it was taking more and more just to get high and I just couldn't do it anymore so I tapered myself down with some K-Pins and stopped doing Xanax bars. It was a bitch the entire time and I felt like I was going to die during the whole thing but I'm doing well right now.
Did a gram of coke over the weekend, actually lasted me a while without tolerance.
Just finished smoking a bowl of bud waiting for my dealer to call me back so I can get some dope.
Got a free tenbag from my very nice dealer as I'm pretty ill and just had a nice single skin spliff was enough to calm my stomach. Hearing bad news about my Grandad has put some pretty bad thoughts in my head
Edit: However, on the up-side, I burst into the kitchen in my Student flat (first years, LOL! Buncha pussies), declaring in the most dramatic, eyes closed, sincere skyward-facing manner "Right, i'm gon' get baaaaked, anyone want anything fom the shop?...oh...", got to my feet and looked at the table, spliff in mouth and there was an Ann Summers party going on. Vibrators on the table and a clothing rail that didn't hold...much.
Bump. It was last night but fuck it. I ended up shooting heroin smoking hard, taking some xanax and later smoking some water. I blew through way to much money but it was worth it.
Just had University Campus Security come up to me as I was smoking and heading off site (as I don't like to attract attention), and said "Stop right there criminal scum! Off campus with that evil weed!"
Currently tripping on a fresh, wet batch of mushrooms. Wet weight was 10.5 grams so not a lot - but they are potent as hell. Had to pop a valium just to calm down.
Also watching Archer and can see all the mistakes in the animation, and realised just how fast I've been going this past fortnight. Learnt a lot during this experience.
I did a favour for a mate I met on the original &T and in return I got sent some quality Himalayan hash. Not smoked in about a month! Awesome stuff :cool:
Smoked a doob, but not high or stoned. Tolerance builds up fast.
Also found the perfect post-spliff snack. Red grapes. If in the fridge (duh) they're cool, refreshing and tasty.
Just something I found out having a bit of a munchie quest.
Well that last one was that great. Looking back I took way too much., not OD but all jittery with my heard at 140bpm. So I pulled an all nigher with a bit more mph. Not the best recreational drug.. It's fun, snorting like 30 is a real good kick if you're already in a good mood, but you can't rely on it. Least I never get a crash from the stuff except a mild headache.
But now I have some hydro and oxy. THAT you can rely on!
Thought I'd sample 2g of my mushrooms this morning.
I was not expecting what came along about 4 hours after taking them, especially when I came across The Junior Christian Science Bible Lesson Program.
WHY? WHYYYYY?
And that's what I have 10mg valium pills for
Also, LOL, MarineBoat. Totally been there myself, and can't forget...THE MOTHERFUCKIN TIME!
*ahem account differential* but finding weed is pretty hard and any screw-ups on a record can severely impact my job. Really not fun but I've cut a ton of stuff out of my diet, adopted a more active lifestyle and am out of the mental dumps. Sure, still got pain - emotional, causing physical (chicken or egg conundrum that I am working on, as stress causes pain but pain causes more stress hurrdurrFUCKOFFBELLYPAIN) BUT things ain't too bad actually
But if I could buy some Sour Diesel or Trainwreck at the local Tesco, I'd be picking some up before going to work today
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I cleaned up since I took a hiatus from posting and have cut down on my benzo use and no longer consider myself benzo addicted.
Just finished smoking a bowl of bud waiting for my dealer to call me back so I can get some dope.
Smoking a bowl of weed right now
Edit: However, on the up-side, I burst into the kitchen in my Student flat (first years, LOL! Buncha pussies), declaring in the most dramatic, eyes closed, sincere skyward-facing manner "Right, i'm gon' get baaaaked, anyone want anything fom the shop?...oh...", got to my feet and looked at the table, spliff in mouth and there was an Ann Summers party going on. Vibrators on the table and a clothing rail that didn't hold...much.
Awesome.
...into a joint
Hash bump
This is literally what I need to function (minus the weed). Decided to take a walk out to the hills around my City.
Also gotta love going to buy a tenbag and getting a £10 note handed to you along with the baggie! Free 1.7g of Lemon Skunk for me
Apologies, but writing on a spliff is harder than it might seem
Beats a coffee in the morning.
For me?
Well this last night and 10mg valium and 90g codeine now with no tolerance.
Lebanese hash and Lemon skunk. Funky tasting smoke and I was down to my last Rizla lol.
A point of somewhat decent gun powder tar
One hit of crack
Beer
|good times
Smoking up the last of the incense they have to offer around VA.
Oh, I'm back bitches. :cool:
Woah, sup DS! Still getting high :thumbsup:
YOU'RE NOT HIGH GTFO FAGET
Also watching Archer and can see all the mistakes in the animation, and realised just how fast I've been going this past fortnight. Learnt a lot during this experience.
Hi-res photo
Also found the perfect post-spliff snack. Red grapes. If in the fridge (duh) they're cool, refreshing and tasty.
Just something I found out having a bit of a munchie quest.
KKK 2 mg
WHITE POWER
PINK POWDER
UNDER THE TONGUE
RUN FOREST RUN
XXXanax 1.5 mg
XXX
PORN POWER
WHITE POWEDER
UNDER THE TONGUE
NOT UP THE BUNG
the lack of tolerance is a thing invented by god herself and passed down to THE MOTHERFUCKIN TIME
50mg MPH up the nose.. just chewed a 36mg SR too. Good thing I have some benzos left over for this one! :hai:
But now I have some hydro and oxy. THAT you can rely on!
happy thanksgiving all BTW
I was not expecting what came along about 4 hours after taking them, especially when I came across The Junior Christian Science Bible Lesson Program.
WHY? WHYYYYY?
And that's what I have 10mg valium pills for
Also, LOL, MarineBoat. Totally been there myself, and can't forget...THE MOTHERFUCKIN TIME!
I am now as stoned as can be, and that was a small skin with a light dusting. Quality. Weighed in absolutely perfectly and from a good friend
But if I could buy some Sour Diesel or Trainwreck at the local Tesco, I'd be picking some up before going to work today