so why do these things happen to me?
blindbat
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i have no idea why. shit happens to me so much . its like i have bad luck and im not fuking around. my friend does shit to a girl i really like. my life's crap. i have no luck w. the ladies. i get betrayed.
idk if it has to do w. my experiment with witch craft i did in my early teens. i think i open a gate and some bad stuff got through. but it wasn't hardcore shit i never lit candles . i pretty good kid all nice but as the years went by i felt like i was getting darker inside.
maybe its because i haven't been to church in a very long time. sometimes i do curse out god but that's when im having one of those really bad days.
help out totse. what do i do. im seriously tired of all this shit.
idk if it has to do w. my experiment with witch craft i did in my early teens. i think i open a gate and some bad stuff got through. but it wasn't hardcore shit i never lit candles . i pretty good kid all nice but as the years went by i felt like i was getting darker inside.
maybe its because i haven't been to church in a very long time. sometimes i do curse out god but that's when im having one of those really bad days.
help out totse. what do i do. im seriously tired of all this shit.
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Sounds like what i went through last year, Things do eventually get better. And no church has nothing to do with it, try meditation or something. It does help
Feel better about yourself and do whatever it takes to make you feel better - new clothes, decent haircut, learning something new etc. Also try making some new friends, just to keep the focus off the negative which has happened.
When you're ready, just go for it. Fuck religion, but seeing as you're blaming it on that and not tangible, real people and mortal emotions you won't get anywhere until you change.
But it's getting worse each day. So, to combat that I have started doing workouts. I know it sounds silly running and jogging in this hot fucking weather, but it's either this or going outside and strangling people.
When it comes girls I have a good sense of humor and I can pretty much talk to any girl the problem is what comes next. I can't handle the second part. The endless chats, the long hours on phone and very rare touching and no sex. I could go and fuck a hooker but I have some self esteem.
I tried a cougar once but she backed out like a pussy. All the talk about her being independent was a fucking lie. So, I am back to square one but this time I am not holding back.
In short, you need to channel your bad energy. Church wont do shit, meditation helps (doesn't work for me) but having a friend you can talk to helps WAY more.
EDIT: I should mention I regard myself highly. Nothing you say will break me down. I am a fucking beacon of self confidence.
if u were here in the USA, DFG, you would get so much pussy lol.
You can talk to me via IRC. We can have a private session. I offer this service from time to time. If you need motivation I will provide you with just that
If i were your friend i'd steal your girl too faggot.
Of course your life is shit because you chose to have a poor mentality..
"why do things happen to me??" So you want other "things" to happen to other people and not you?? Do you know how selfish that is? Grow up man...
Don't wish for less problems. You don't need less problems; you simply need more skills..
i think imma start carrying a piece of paper w/ some of the comment you guys put then i'll read them when im feeling a little low . then back to work :thumbsup: