I have been putting this off for years.
I think I should quit while I'm ahead,meaning I have no criminal record and I'm still in relatively good health.I have been drunk or stoned everyday for the last 20 years I need a fucking rest.
So my plan is a doctors appointment and script for naltrexone or antabuse.
I'm not sure which would work the best.
Anyone out there had any experience with naltrexone or antabuse??
I would love to hear from you.
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I don't like the drugs, the drugs, the drugs
Seriously! Good for you bro.
I've taken a break from the way I drink. (4 mnths now) I wasn't getting wasted everyday, but once a week. Ya! and sometime up to 3 times a week. I still drink but limit myself to 2 bottles on social occasions only, bbq's, that kinda shit. Which is a hell of a lot better than my normal 18pk of beer and a few shots of whiskey each session.
I don't know if you remember a totsean called Subhuman (also used the name subbie) The bro was pretty heavy into the alcohol to the point of rehab. He started a thread on totse before he was admitted and we kept in contact for a while. He got his shit together. :thumbsup:
I'll have a reason to stop if a fellow &T Brethren is also trying to.
Good luck, Sir. And know you aren't alone.
Sometimes I check to see if anybody is watching. If it's all clear, I take my penis out and rub it on a box of my favorite beer......So what's your favorite beer dude?
Anyway, my favourite? I drink a lot of Budweiser, Jack Daniels, Becks, Carlsberg. Anything except for cider. I was an irritable cunt last night and ended up sitting by the railway crossing on the phone to a mental health worker.
Strange to think I was dancing in the street putting anyone on MDMA to shame 24hrs before.
Well I spoke with Mum walking the dog yesterday and agreed weekends are when I can drink freely. It does my post-op stomach no good and I'm covering up issues with it that really need to be addressed. Hence why I am off to the Hospital at 10:40 for psychiatric tests and questionnaires. Not that they get you anywhere. I can just tick "strongly agree" or "strongly disagree" and get whatever antidepressant I want - but I'll just blow them up like last time.
Then the cycle returns.
If anything I need a job, but I'm a liability with the way my head is, and physically I'm still not in the medical opinion's clear, so I sit at home, getting stale, wanting out of the cycle to break it and get out, but all I can do is walk a bit, then spend the rest of the day trying to stimulate my brain.
Gonna send some emails asking for volunteering opportunities today. Just to kick-start myself into something positive.