So I took my last load of Tramadol last night around 9pm, 150mg and felt like wank. Stomach caned and it wasn't good.
Tonight, >24hrs since taking any kind of painkillers, the old me is back. I think this song combined with the hyperness of someone like Boxxy is what my mood is like right now.
Brb, going for a jog.
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I took 50mg tonight as I was starting to hallucinate and got sweats/mad stomach noises. Thought my hands were on fire as well as the oven breathing. Hate to admit there is a physical addiction there but I think there is. Only problem is speaking to someone about it as most jump down your throat. I have no need to take pills, but after 5 years of recreationally popping them, my body and mind have become addicted, even though I didn't have any for >24hrs and had no cravings.
Odd.
Also, 4:20am here. I have lectures 9-12 and 3-6. Withdrawal insomnia sucks :hai: